BOY OH BOY!!! This weekend was not fun at all. I normally leave at 4:00pm during the work week, but I came to work late last Thursday. I decided to stay a late after work on Friday to make up the hour. Plus it was my coworkers last day so I want to talk to him for a bit. :-) (if you are reading this I really need to see you so you can fix my computer...Thanks...) but anyway after work I was so ready to go. I packed up my stuff so I can walk out of here at exactly 4:45. I wasn't bs'n. I had my coat on, purse in one hand and the mouse in the other to log out for the day on the computer. I do so and began to speed walk over the ice and monds of snow to my car thinking of all the seafood I was going to eat that night at Legal Seafood. I get to my car and I didn't bother to warm it up (I was so ready to go) and proceed to drive out of the garage. However, my car was favoring the right side and I’m like WTF is going on???!!! So I stop to see what was up with my car and guess what???!!! I had a freaking flat tire!!!!!!!! I was so mad. I don't have AAA and I have never changed my tire B4. So I call my bf to come change it for me. He came all the way to my job which was so nice. He was all the way in Georgetown and it took him about an hr to get to me. He was annoyed that he had to go thru the Police check point and had a lil attitude with me, but he changed my tire really fast. However, when he was done he was like “Well I have to go back to work and I guess we can go out to eat on Tuesday"... I’m like WHAT!!!!!... I was really looking forward to going out tonight. So I said, "WHAT!! What about Saturday? How are you just going to by pass the weekend? So he is like "Ummm... yea... I guess we can go on Saturday"... By this time I was pissed. So after that I just came home and went to sleep. James had called me on the way home to ask if I wanted to see him, but I just went to sleep. I didn’t get home until 7 something and all I wanted to do was rest. It was still snowy and I really didn't feel like seeing or talking to anyone.

On Saturday, I went to VA and did the whole photo shoot thing. It was nice. The pics came out nice, but I will see the finale cut probably next week. After that I went to Aries house and hung out for a bit b4 James called me again to see me. I know I said I was leaving him alone, but he popped back up. He asked me if his show got canceled then he wanted to see me tonight, but if it didn’t then we could hang out all day Sunday to do whatever I wanted to do. By this time it was 6:00 or so I was like ok we can meet up around 8:00. So 8:00pm rolls around and he calls me around 8:40 and is like he has to go to the show, but if I can see him later and I say sure if I’m still awake. 11:30pm rolls around and I'm driving home and he calls me back to say he is done and that he wants me to start coming his way. I went home first and then drove out to his house and fell asleep. The whole night all I was thinking why am I here. The whole time he is talking all kissy kissy to me. He is just so fake. So in the morning he gives me a cheap ass Valentines Card saying how much he likes me and he wants to grow with me. Whatever that’s some BS.

On Sunday, I went to lunch with my Sis, Aries and Sean. We went to The Diner again in Addams Morgan. I had a good time. Later that day I decided to send Von a text cursing him out. I never really close that door. Yea he hung up on me last week, but that’s not how I wanted it to end. I said what I had to say and he says what he had to say and that was that. I told him to stop calling me, but he still dose. It’s not a lot, but I’m not answering his calls. The rest of the day I just chill in the house.

On Monday, I did nothing but chill in the house. I was thinking about James again about how I really need to end it with him. So I like I’m just going to wait to talk to him on IM so I can say what I have to say.