On Monday I went out to dinner with BF#1. We went to my favorite restaurant PF Chang's. I ordered Mongolian Beef and brown rice. I don't normally eat meat, but I love Mongolian Beef. I wonder if you can make Mongolian chicken. Hmmm, I got to find that out. As much as I love cheese wontons the wontons at PF's are not that good. I think I will just stick to the carry out ones out in Largo. We had a nice time. I actually started thinking about getting married and having a cute lil kid with him again. I'm just waiting for him to ask me the big question and then I will drop everyone else out of the picture. However, if someone else beats him to it and they are really the love of my life then bump it... too late. I feel like we are an old married couple. Like the honeymoon is over. We have been dealing with each other for so long (on and off for 7 years, but mostly off) and I feel just too comfortable with him. Like he is my back up plan incase I don't meet my special someone. Who knows maybe he is my special someone. He says he is going to papoose to me soon, but we shall see.
Throughout the week, Von has been asking to see me and I pretty much have been bs'n him. I'm not really in the mood to see him. Well let me take that back. I don't mind seeing him, but I don't want to be intimate with him. I talked to him last night and he is really getting frustrated with the fact that it has been a month and a half since we had sex. He said "oh you don't want to be with me anymore?...I can tell...I'm like Ok?... whatever.... It was funny, my Sis was cracking up she was like "he is such a lil bitch"... He wanted to see me today (on Friday) and I was like nah I got something to do, (I'm going to LOVE tonight or Fuzion <-- the old Juste Lounge, but I didn’t tell him that) but I can see him "after work” on Saturday night. He acted like it wasn’t a good day for him. But oh well I tried. Later he really got mad because I asked him how many people where going to be in his house. He was like what you think you are better than me?... What you think my family is too ghetto for you to be around? I'm like no I was just asking a general question. But for real he has a lot of trafic going in and out of his house and he dosen't really have a nice house. I'm scared of him when he is talking that dumb shit. I don't want to be in the trunk of my car bucket naked. He is too old to be acting like that. He is 35 and he acts more like 15. Speaking of being found dead in your car nude. This past weekend Aries church friend was found dead in her car exactly like that. On Monday Aries called me and told me that one of her coworkers called her and asked he if I was missing because they saw this girl on there that looked just like me and thought that was me. I was like WOW. First I thought that it was a joke and that she was trying to be funny. But she was serious. So I was all on the NBC 4 and Fox 5 web site looking for this girl that they where talking about here is the story ---> Sintia Mesa
We don't have the same name, the same car, and I really don't think we look alike. However, so many people where calling me and asking if I was ok, because it made them think about me. I'm like WOW. Should I be scared? My coworker K3 was like he thought about me this weekend. I was like “oh no don't tell me it's about this story again?” Surenuff it was. He said that I need to be careful about who hang out with and stuff like that and because of my life style. ho wi like for guys to take me out and stuff. But I'm not really meeting people and going out with guys anymore. I have known Von since May of last year and James since August. I know you never really know people, but I don't plan on dating or meeting anymore new guys. Aries think that I should stop talking to Von. She thinks that I don't need him in my life. I mean he hasn't really done anything to me, but he is just too jealous. I don't want to be doused with gas and set on fire if he found out that I was cheating on him. He did make this threat to me one time. It was around Xmas last year and he had just found out that his cousin’s girlfriend was cheating on him. He goes on to say "if I ever found out that you where cheating on me I would get someone to beat you up every day... you can’t play with peoples emotions". I was really shocked that he would say something like that. I asked him was he serious? He said yea. He has never put his hands on me and has never been violent to me. But that lil statement made me really think about just what kind of person am I dealing with?
Throughout the week, Von has been asking to see me and I pretty much have been bs'n him. I'm not really in the mood to see him. Well let me take that back. I don't mind seeing him, but I don't want to be intimate with him. I talked to him last night and he is really getting frustrated with the fact that it has been a month and a half since we had sex. He said "oh you don't want to be with me anymore?...I can tell...I'm like Ok?... whatever.... It was funny, my Sis was cracking up she was like "he is such a lil bitch"... He wanted to see me today (on Friday) and I was like nah I got something to do, (I'm going to LOVE tonight or Fuzion <-- the old Juste Lounge, but I didn’t tell him that) but I can see him "after work” on Saturday night. He acted like it wasn’t a good day for him. But oh well I tried. Later he really got mad because I asked him how many people where going to be in his house. He was like what you think you are better than me?... What you think my family is too ghetto for you to be around? I'm like no I was just asking a general question. But for real he has a lot of trafic going in and out of his house and he dosen't really have a nice house. I'm scared of him when he is talking that dumb shit. I don't want to be in the trunk of my car bucket naked. He is too old to be acting like that. He is 35 and he acts more like 15. Speaking of being found dead in your car nude. This past weekend Aries church friend was found dead in her car exactly like that. On Monday Aries called me and told me that one of her coworkers called her and asked he if I was missing because they saw this girl on there that looked just like me and thought that was me. I was like WOW. First I thought that it was a joke and that she was trying to be funny. But she was serious. So I was all on the NBC 4 and Fox 5 web site looking for this girl that they where talking about here is the story ---> Sintia Mesa
We don't have the same name, the same car, and I really don't think we look alike. However, so many people where calling me and asking if I was ok, because it made them think about me. I'm like WOW. Should I be scared? My coworker K3 was like he thought about me this weekend. I was like “oh no don't tell me it's about this story again?” Surenuff it was. He said that I need to be careful about who hang out with and stuff like that and because of my life style. ho wi like for guys to take me out and stuff. But I'm not really meeting people and going out with guys anymore. I have known Von since May of last year and James since August. I know you never really know people, but I don't plan on dating or meeting anymore new guys. Aries think that I should stop talking to Von. She thinks that I don't need him in my life. I mean he hasn't really done anything to me, but he is just too jealous. I don't want to be doused with gas and set on fire if he found out that I was cheating on him. He did make this threat to me one time. It was around Xmas last year and he had just found out that his cousin’s girlfriend was cheating on him. He goes on to say "if I ever found out that you where cheating on me I would get someone to beat you up every day... you can’t play with peoples emotions". I was really shocked that he would say something like that. I asked him was he serious? He said yea. He has never put his hands on me and has never been violent to me. But that lil statement made me really think about just what kind of person am I dealing with?
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