Today I have decided to let James go too. It is just too much stuff going on in my life right now. I need to be faithful to one person so I'm going to just be with BF#1. I never said his name partly because I couldn't think of a name to give him.... lol... I will just call him my BF because I'm not with anyone else right now. Life is too short to be playing around like this. I might as well see if it is worth it, if not move on. I will give it until the end of the year to see what happens. By that time I would have move into my new house. So it's either me moving in with him or just me moving into a house by myself. I'm really thinking about moving to Baltimore, MD again. The houses are so cheap out there. Although that wouldn't be a good idea because I work in the city. But I don't think it would be a bad idea to have some property out there. Even if i am just renting it out or have my sis staying there. I think It's a good idea. I didn't go out for Valentines Day. My BF stopped by and dropped off some food and I gave him his VDay card. We are going out to eat on Friday so we cane really spend time with each other. I didn't really mind because it is so icy out there right now.

My Sis trimmed my hair a few days ago. Boy oh Boy.... it was more like a cut. She cut about 2 inches off. It was a well needed trim, but I feel so blah now. I'm so use to having longer hair. My hair is still passed my shoulders, but I don't know to do with it now. I'm going to try and get a roller wrap on Saturday or something done to it. I refuse to walk around with a pony tail. I can't tell you when was the last time I wore my hair like that, but I'm not about to start.