Friday is my birthday and for some funny reason I'm not looking forward to it. Not that fact that I'm getting older just the fact that I'm not in the mood to party like how I was last year. The trouble of finding the perfect outfit and finding the perfect place to celebrate it is just so BLA to me this year. I want to blame it on my period, but I really don't know what it is. I have been looking at some cute stuff online, but I really didn’t want to buy anything new. I got to save this year, but I see myself going to the mall today to see if I can find something.