I know I have been MIA for a bit. I have been under the weather for a bit and I have been pretty busy at work. I have been hanging out with the "Cop Dude" that I use to go to school with. He is really nice. So far so good. We went out a few times and he has stopped by my house on his way home after work a few times. He seems like he is really making an effort to take his time to get to know me. I haven’t had anyone ask me the type of questions that he has asked me in a long time. Most dudes that I have met don’t care about what my favorite color is or what my favorite flower is. He has a lot to bring to the table, but I’m still on that I DON'T KNOW ABOUT HIM TIP. He has a lot of the qualities that I like, but he not all that cute. Well he is ok, but he has a MICHAEL from "Good Times" kind of nose. He has a really nice body. He used to run track so he has an athlete’s body. However, he is really hard to figure out. He is a laid back and a nonchalant kind of person like me. On Wednesday I stopped by his house after work and we cooked dinner together. He was joking around talking about that he can't really figure me out and I told him that I really can't figure him out either. So I asked him "what do you want from me, what are his intentions with me and what are you looking for? He responded I want to get to know you and see if I can take you serious. Just so happen the B.u.d.d.y. video came on so I asked him was he looking for a B.u.d.d.y and he said "No"... I was like hmmm.... I don't know.... I guess I’m just use to guys sweating me off the break, but he is not doing that. He is like yea I like you a lil and I think you’re cute, but we'll see..if we are still talking to each other? I’m like what? This is really different. He is always saying stuff like.... in due time... if we ever hook up and we'll see... like he is weighing his options about me. INTERESTING!!!! We'll see how it goes, but I do find myself likeing him more and more.

On Friday, my Boyfriend had a heart to heart with me. He was like it not working out and that he is not happy. Of course I didn’t let him go, but I didn’t really fight it either. I told him it will get better once my class is over with. I have just been so sleepy and stuff. He said he felt that I would rather hang out with my friends then to see him. We have been dealing with each other on and off for 7 years so I sort of feel like we are an old married couple. He said that it doesn’t feel the same anymore and he doesn’t know if it is me or him. We are still together, but I don’t want to waste his or my time.